I tried to be gracious, tried to be more open-minded about everything. But I guess I failed eventually. I'd to be one childish bitch to unfollow you on social networking platforms. It's not that I want to do it,but this is my last resort. Every time your picture pops up on instagram, I can't help but to start scrutinizing the picture for the longest time and then comes all the overwhelming memories. Every time your tweets appear on my timeline, I'll try to analyze that few words of you, try my best to decipher what's going on in your life with just that mere few words of yours. As much as I still want to know what you're doing,but i don't think i can stand seeing stuffs concerning you anymore. If this continues, I'll be stuck in this hole forever,i'll never get to find closure.
Just hoping that if you ever find out i had unfollow you, i really didn't want to. Because,there's no starting over without finding closure.
I give myself another month,i'm sure i'll be fine.
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