LIFE.

I hate it when my mind and soul sets into the whole emotional phase. Guess it's because i'm currently too free. I'm kinda wishing that my internship can start now cause i hate bumming around like this. I hate the fact that how i feel about myself is often determined by others comment about me. It has always been like that. How can my stand about myself simply waver merely because of some casual remark made by others? I'm unsure of my own worth. Honestly speaking,i dont think i'm quite worthy of anything. But then again,i'm constantly trying to stay positive. Staying positive is the only thing i can do ya? I do not want to wallow in self-pity and be drowning in negative thoughts all day long. Good and positive vibes,and i'm sure good things will be coming along. Slowly but surely. Rach,you shouldn't let others attitude towards you change how your perceive yourself to be. This is something I need to learn. It's not that i don't love myself,mankind makes me otherwise.