As time goes on,you'll understand. What lasts,lasts;what doesn't,doesn't. Time solves most things. And what time can't solve,you have to solve yourself.
Isit possible,in the final analysis,for one human being to achieve perfect understanding of another?
We invest enormous time and energy in serious efforts to know another person,but in the end,how close can we come to that person's essence. We convince ourselves that we know the other person well,but do we really know anything important about anyone?
In the course of life we experience many kinds of pain. Pains of the body and pains of the heart. I know I have experienced pain in many different forms,i'm sure you have too. In most cases though,i'm sure you've found it very difficult to convey the truth of the pain to another person: to explain it in words. People say that only they themselves can understand the pain they are feeling. But is that true? I for one do not believe that is. If before our eyes,we see someone who is truly suffering,we do sometimes feel his suffering and pain as our own. This is the power of empathy.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Dance Dance Dance
"I consider what it means to belong,to become part of something. To have someone cry for me. From someplace distant,so very distant. From,ultimately,a dream. No matter how far i reach out,no matter how fast I run,I'll never make it. Why would anyone want to cry for me?"
"Some people say that's escapism. But that's fine with me. I live my life,you live yours. If you're clear about what you want,then you can live any way you please. I don't give a damn about what people say."
"I used to think the years would go by in order,that you get older one year at a time. But it's not like that. It happens overnight."
"Some people say that's escapism. But that's fine with me. I live my life,you live yours. If you're clear about what you want,then you can live any way you please. I don't give a damn about what people say."
"I used to think the years would go by in order,that you get older one year at a time. But it's not like that. It happens overnight."
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Thursday, May 23, 2013
kafka on the shore
"Every one of us is losing something precious to us … Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That’s part of what it means to be alive. But inside our heads – at least that’s where I imagine it – there’s a little room where we store those memories. A room like the stacks in this library. And to understand the workings of our heart we have to keep on making new reference cards. We have to dust things off every once in a while, let in fresh air, change the water in the flower vases. In other words, you’ll live for ever in your own private library."
"In dreams begins responsibility"
"It's like Tolstoy said. Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story."
“Closing your eyes isn't going to change anything. Nothing's going to disappear just because you can't see what's going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That's the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won't make time stand still.”
“In everybody’s life there’s a point of no return. And in a very few cases, a point where you can’t go forward anymore. And when we reach that point, all we can do is quietly accept the fact. That’s how we survive.”
“Most things are forgotten over time. Even the war itself, the life-and-death struggle people went through is now like something from the distant past. We’re so caught up in our everyday lives that events of the past are no longer in orbit around our minds. There are just too many things we have to think about everyday, too many new things we have to learn. But still, no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever, like a touchstone.”
Courage.
"In dreams begins responsibility"
"It's like Tolstoy said. Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story."
“Closing your eyes isn't going to change anything. Nothing's going to disappear just because you can't see what's going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That's the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won't make time stand still.”
“In everybody’s life there’s a point of no return. And in a very few cases, a point where you can’t go forward anymore. And when we reach that point, all we can do is quietly accept the fact. That’s how we survive.”
“Most things are forgotten over time. Even the war itself, the life-and-death struggle people went through is now like something from the distant past. We’re so caught up in our everyday lives that events of the past are no longer in orbit around our minds. There are just too many things we have to think about everyday, too many new things we have to learn. But still, no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever, like a touchstone.”
Courage.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Thursday, May 2, 2013
It's really scary how loneliness can really screw someone up.
I've been defeated by loneliness. Was alone,still alone. I long for attention. I mean who doesn't long for attention. Every legit human being needs ATTENTION. To me,attention shows that at least my presence is acknowledged. I hate it when my presence isn't really acknowledged by anyone. I guess it's all due to the scar inflicted from the past. There're some things that you can never ever get over. Even though i'm lonely and long for attention,I've never thought i'll go to this extent. Sometimes,I don't even know who am I anymore. I've my own values and I know despite any circumstances,I'll still stick to my values no matter what. Because it makes up me,my values make me the Rachael that I am. But I lost all my values in just that moment of impulse. What have I done to the purity that i've held on for so long. Some said that it's curiosity,some said that it's loneliness. I think it's a mixture of both. I'm freaking 19,i need a life in certain other aspects man. But this is not the right way. I'm feel so sorry....towards myself. But i've to admit,i kinda like it but it's wrong. PLAIN WRONG. And guys....they're such sexual creatures. Don't they have some respect towards girls? ALL YOU FUCKING GUYS. IF YOU WANT SEXUAL PLEASURE,GO TO SOME MOTHER FUCKING BROTHEL AND NOT GO AROUND HOOKING UP ON INNOCENT GIRLS AND SCREWING THEIR PURE SELFS UP. then again,i'm being too naive again. i can actually be some fucking naive bitch and trust that you will actually wanna know me more and treat me like a fucking normal decent girl after that night. ya...im too fucking innocent. after everything that has happened,i can still be inclined to trust a guy. i'm gonna be fucking skeptical about what a guy fucking says now. and ya im fucking ugly and u still made out with me. so is there a fucking problem with you too. no wonder u didnt reply my text. ya im a fucking screwed up cheap ugly bitch. all you guys i fucking declare my mother fucking hatred towards you guys. never am i gonna be deceived by yall anymore. all guys are the same,motherfucking sexual creatures. i hope you guys get your fucking karma.
I've been defeated by loneliness. Was alone,still alone. I long for attention. I mean who doesn't long for attention. Every legit human being needs ATTENTION. To me,attention shows that at least my presence is acknowledged. I hate it when my presence isn't really acknowledged by anyone. I guess it's all due to the scar inflicted from the past. There're some things that you can never ever get over. Even though i'm lonely and long for attention,I've never thought i'll go to this extent. Sometimes,I don't even know who am I anymore. I've my own values and I know despite any circumstances,I'll still stick to my values no matter what. Because it makes up me,my values make me the Rachael that I am. But I lost all my values in just that moment of impulse. What have I done to the purity that i've held on for so long. Some said that it's curiosity,some said that it's loneliness. I think it's a mixture of both. I'm freaking 19,i need a life in certain other aspects man. But this is not the right way. I'm feel so sorry....towards myself. But i've to admit,i kinda like it but it's wrong. PLAIN WRONG. And guys....they're such sexual creatures. Don't they have some respect towards girls? ALL YOU FUCKING GUYS. IF YOU WANT SEXUAL PLEASURE,GO TO SOME MOTHER FUCKING BROTHEL AND NOT GO AROUND HOOKING UP ON INNOCENT GIRLS AND SCREWING THEIR PURE SELFS UP. then again,i'm being too naive again. i can actually be some fucking naive bitch and trust that you will actually wanna know me more and treat me like a fucking normal decent girl after that night. ya...im too fucking innocent. after everything that has happened,i can still be inclined to trust a guy. i'm gonna be fucking skeptical about what a guy fucking says now. and ya im fucking ugly and u still made out with me. so is there a fucking problem with you too. no wonder u didnt reply my text. ya im a fucking screwed up cheap ugly bitch. all you guys i fucking declare my mother fucking hatred towards you guys. never am i gonna be deceived by yall anymore. all guys are the same,motherfucking sexual creatures. i hope you guys get your fucking karma.
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