You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth,thinking about how you will escape it one day,and how awesome it will be,and imagining the future that keeps you going,but you never do it. You're just using your future to escape your future - Looking For Alaska.
Sometimes when you're not getting the love you want,giving makes you think you will - The Time Keeper
Those two quotes suffice to explain how i'm feeling all these while. I can't seem to convey my thoughts anymore,I can't find the right words anymore.....